Been watching her singing live on youtube, made me do a little whisper if i can see her live for real. It was just a little whisper till i saw her pages saying that she will do her “Kaleidoscope Heart Tour” in Jakarta. It’s like unreal for me, and i kept stare at the monitor. And i kept saying “Umm… maybe this is just an hoax”. Fool of me! I kept saying that to myself till the last days. And fool of me too, I kept saying “Well… never been in a concert before, and i don’t really need it” Yup, for me, attending a concert was a wasting-time-activity (and wasting-money, obviously).
On the day of her concert, it felt like i wanna run to the ballroom and buy one ticket. I never really want to be in a concert before, and i think a can overcome this willing. But i was wrong. Having radio playing her being interviewad, made me wandering what if i was there, what will it gonna be. And there i went, walked home having headphone on my ear, listened to her and kept thingking of her concert. What a miserable night.
Days after the concert, i do as what i planned, watching her live on youtube. Damn, i’m not like what i thought. It makes me more wanting to be there. She was awesome! I want to be in the crowd. And so i wandering, what if i was one of them who sing along with Sara? See, regrets always comes later. All i can do is laugh at myself, for not even considering to consider of getting what i really want.
Then i guess, i’ll go for next year. And then Sara, see u next year. Hope i still be ur fan that day
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